Monday, July 14, 2014

Monday Message: July 14, 2014

All i can say is what a week! haha! this week has had some interesting points to it. but all are pretty good and i can say it was a Great week! 
So it started off last monday night. we went to teach a lady and the lesson went really well i could feel the spirit and everything. but just as we were about to close she told us something that hit me hard! she had said that she felt like something was following her and that she was never alone! so we tried to put her at ease and say that the spirit can comfort us through these feelings, but then when elder brown offered to give her a blessing and that we had the authority to get rid of the evil or uncomforting spirits, she immediatly said that she felt sick and that it made her uncomfortable that we were there with her! when she said that i had this horrible feeling hit me right in the chest and i can honestly say that i have never felt the presence of satan so strongly in my life! it was a scary feeling and it is still hard for me to talk about it know! i never want to experience that again. 
After that though i will say that the week got a lot better and happier! we worked our butts off all week and we even had a moto! " if we start off strong and end strong than the middle will take care of itself" i can honestly say that that came true! even though some of the days in the  middle were slow and not a lot of lessons. the middle took care of itself and we met all of our goals and even exceeded many of them! we had 72 people attend church this past week and that included 8 of our investigators! 4 of those 8 are those who are prepairing to be baptized this week! i am so happy and i can see the lords hand in our work! i can say that i have seen it more and more as we strive to be as obedient as possible and it is so great!
Other than that it is still hot but we have been getting a little more rain lately but usually only at night! and i have been working harder on memorizing my scriptures and that is really improving my teaching! i love this work and i love the Gospel! i know that no matter what happens, i will be blessed and i have a strong belief that my patriacle blessing will come true no matter what as long as i am faithful. I am really relying on those blessings right now and i have been pondering a lot lately on what they mean! i am so grateful for that blessing it is a huge comfort to me! i love you!! and i hope that you have a great week. be safe and always put your trust in the lord! he is their for us! remember what he did for us in Alma 7:11-13. and remember God loves us 1 john 4:7-9 and i love you!!!
Love your elder
Elder Woodruff!

Monday, July 7, 2014

Monday Message: July 7, 2014

Yay! i am healthy again! and i am finally out of that DANG apartment! i got to come out of coruntine ( however you spell that) on wednesday and then after that we had a great week! we had two days where we taught 8 lessons each day and that was so much fun! i love when we actually get to sit down with the people and have a spirit filled discussion! i am having a much better time here in Guyana it is just so much easier for me to relate to the people here. they are so nice and willing to listen! The field here in Guyana it truly white already to harvest! i am striving to thrust in my sickle with all i have! Elder brown is helping me so much! i have grown a lot since i have been with him! i feel my teaching has greatly improved and i owe it all to him! i know that i still have a long way to go but he is helping me out a lot! i feel that i just about hit the bottom while i was in st lucia and i just felt like i was a failure and couldnt teach at all and i realized that when i got here that i couldnt teach anything and i was really down and stressed the first little bit because i felt like elder brown was doing everything and that he was upset with me but he has truly taught by example and i feel so much love and respect for him! i still have a long way to go in my teaching skills and i hope to improve more and more and be able to say that i am helping people learn the gospel so that is my goal for the week!
i have been thinking a lot lately as well about life and what i really want to do! i mean being a police officer is something that i want but just thinking a lot about it makes me question sometimes! i know i shouldnt think about that because i still have a good time to go but all i can say is that the time is going really fast! just yesterday i was leaving and now i am getting close to a year mark! all i can say is i havent accomplished half the things that i wanted to up to this point! i cant believe it is going so fast! just dont let the time go by without doing what you want! the most important thing in life is to be happy and to choose the things that you like! dont ever let anyone choose for you! life is ours not anyone elses and i have truly learned to do what i want and that i dont have to worry about others and what they think as long as i am doing what the lord and i want to do!! other than that i dont care what i look like to others or if they like me that is their choice i am here for one purpose and that is to share the Gospel with Gods children and that is what i am going to do!
so guyana is great i love it so much the people are great and our apartment is getting better we are trying to clean is so it will be up to states regulation haha! but it is good i am comfortable and happy! i am so greatful for all of your support it truly helps me get through the hard days that come and i love you so much!! i hope that you have a great week and that all is safe and calm! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
Love your elder
Elder Woodruff